fuck yeah depressing shit
Anonymous asked: hi. um i don't really know what to say, but i really liked your blog. I've been really depressed lately and i've been debating if tonight will be the day. i'm pretty sure my family hates me and i get on their nerves. and my friends have left me. but in the end, i've really just wanted to say that your blog is lovely and i hope you have a great life.

please dont end it today or tonight! please! there are so many better ways to deal with your sadness. you can filter it into helping others or getting a job that preoccupies your time! honestly, please don’t. i have this blog not because i’m depressed, but because we have all been there and i want people to know that it does get better and i’m here to always talk and help. having no friends doesn’t mean you aren’t a good person; i quite literally only have 2 people i speak to outside of work on a regular basis and then my boyfriend. i am constantly feeling lonely, but i have to remind myself that it’s easier this way. i don’t have drama, i don’t have people calling me at 4 am crying, i don’t have to worry if they’re going to be okay or if they’re hurting inside. we all get on people’s nerves; the trick is to be able to recognize it and ask why its upsetting or what you can do to better it. today i upset a girl i work with when i made a comment about the fitting room, and she came up to me and discussed it with me and explained how it made her feel, and at first i was hurt and embarrased… but after 10-15 minutes of contemplating the situation, i realized that what happened was amazing. we were able to talk about her feelings and my feelings based on it, and we both agreed that it was not aimed towards her but i need to calm down a little bit. everything works out eventually, even if it’s hard or upsetting. you just need to wait it out sometimes :) <3 please don’t hurt yourself, i am always here to talk, even if it’s just about some little thing that someone said and it hurt your feelings. even if you just want to talk about nothing. <3

inevansmind:

Just Friends- Pentimento.
Stop saying it’s okay when your soul’s bleeding. Stop trying to dodge knives that always end up in the depths of your heart. Stop looking to the ceiling hoping that tears won’t overflow. Stop taking people’s shit. Walk away. Fuck them all. by E.B., Self advice 

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